And That’s a Wrap Folks….

I have to say the Universe has a really warped sense of humor, especially when it’s in cahoots with my Soul. I was sitting in the yard this morning, talking to my trees, saying goodbye to the property, thanking my house for all it has done for me and my family over the past 36 years and it hit me. I’m moving out for good…really for good since the house is being put up for sale….36 years almost to the day that me and my family moved in.

I remember we moved in a few days before my 14th birthday…I insisted on having a party in Staten Island with my friends because there wouldn’t be any friends to celebrate with once we got to New Jersey. Upon further reflection, I realized something else. I said we moved in when I was turning 14, which in numerology is a 5. My birthday is 5 days from the day we are actually moving out, I’m turning 50 this year, and David and I have been together for 5 years. Five is all about change, change, change…I’d say the current turn of events qualifies as change.

Being in this space is really interesting. I’m the last woman in this branch of my lineage with no one to pass my grandmother’s spaghetti pot on to and no one to pass the last of my mother’s stuff on to. I have some jewelry which I’ll give to my sons, but the rest…well, it’s off to find new owners.

As I prepared to close the door on the house that held three generations, I received a phone call from my father. The family matriarch passed away this morning which makes me wonder, what is the last daughter of the daughter of the daughter of the daughter to do with the second half of her life?

Traditions have died with these women who are no longer with us and our family has very few people left. I’m divorced from my kids’ father and I don’t really have the same image of holidays that I used to have. My father heads to Florida for the winter now and my brother as well as David usually work on holidays. I still carry the programming of what holidays are “supposed” to look like…and my kids have enough friends who spend the holidays in a traditional manner. I wonder what we’ll do. It will be interesting to see what new traditions come about, how all of our lives change, what our new family unit will look like, and how it will operate.

There is a lot of uncertainty in my life right now, but I know that the second half of my life will be blessed just as the first half was.

I know that I will do my best as a mom to find a way to create a loving, supportive, family for my boys. I know that as long as I continue to follow my awareness and Divine Guidance, I will be safe, happy, protected, loved and all will be well.

I also know that amidst the uncertainty, I am extremely excited to have the opportunity to pave a new way.

And that’s a wrap folks!

The angels will be back on Monday from our new location.

Much love and abundant blessings,